A reply to that lovely writer across the world Erika , to her post… ‘In retrospect it is not always about ‘why’ we started a journey, but ‘that’ we started it’… And I realized our fears tend to keep us hesitated, unsure of our steps. So I spoke of what I found in that final moment, after ‘all’ of those steps on that path, each finally understood as a purpose within itself.
‘I did find it Erika, it touched me so profoundly when I saw indeed that it was all we experienced to find that very place within us. It takes a long time…but that ‘time’ is the builder.
It’s like anything we complete that takes that ‘time’ and that has great meaning to us…a painting, building a home, a relationship…and very much more so, especially that relationship with us. We can’t see it, because we feel it…and for a long time we dare not to. But one day after all that prodding inside us a piece of our wall breaks open and we dare to hope that love we had always wanted was indeed inside us all this ‘time’ just waiting for us to allow ourselves to feel again, break through all those ‘conditions’ we place on ourselves and finally love in an unconditional place.
There truly are no words for it…but the feeling is beyond words…way beyond words. It brought me to tears, big, beautiful tears…and glad of every one I touched. All that went before was indeed building me to reach this point, it can’t be done without it. And why I never condemn what went before…for they are all the builders…and I mean all. Not one step, bad as it may be, is wrong. It is taking us to that point within so that when the ‘time’ comes we will ‘see’ it all. Then we can truly forgive ourselves and others…unconditionally’ ❤️🙏
And just a footnote to the above…many ask ‘why am I not there, I’ve gone through so much’. But unconditional love knows where it’s understanding is within you, It will only give what is required for that understanding. It’s like riding a bike, all shaky and wobbling, not confident at first. But one day you find a place that that balance is met and suddenly your confidence is raised and you start to really ride…and begin to enjoy every moment…because of all the scars and dents the journey has taken to finally reach that point. You are a very original loving piece in this world, and trust me, that unconditional love knows this and will share all that it can so that you will indeed find it within yourself…and become confident in who you really are within…and become that love you have ever hoped for.
And yes, it does take a long time…because you are a very precious soul. Unconditional love does not make mistakes, it is ever there and in that it encourages you unconditionally just by being itself, just as you wish by accepting it, so that you can see it’s love within you…yourself, in that understanding. No greater love will you ever find ❤️🙏